To blue OR not to Blue

thank yo this word can be very touchful and can be very fake-ful!!It is depend on how a person say it to you...

I am feeling very happy and touch when my friend say thank to me..
I am just consulting my friend with all the idea and comment whether is useful or not..
After he read my message,he have think deeply..

Finally he found the way to solve the problem he was facing now!

HE said :" i feel grateful to your encourage and support,Thjank you!"

I feel very arm and happy to my friend.

At the end,i just hope he can pass this crisis!!
GOD BLESS HIM!!!

My best fren in my hometown...he is facing the big finance problem...i wanna to help him to pass this problem,but i can't afford due to i have no cash...

The only thing i can helping him is just sit beside him....
I dunno how to consulte him,i am just holding his hand with my sympathy heart..
He is a very nice person,he treat every one very nice..

Unfortunately,the God no eye...why all his friend and his Family dun want help him to pass this finance problem...

He told me,his family got money..BUT,They dun wan to helping him..
i felt sad about this...
Somemore his sister's Husband is no willing to help him by holding his sister aank account booklet...

haiz....

My fren,you must be strong to pass this ...If you can pass this,you can show all of them you can do it....

I AM accompanying him for almost whole day...i scare he will do the wrong thing..i dun wan he think something bad..

i am just answer all the question he is asking...

but...oops gosh...all my answer i think is useless...

sorry friend...really sorry...can't give you any good comment...

I feel shocked at the end...he Say I am His Good fren...i saw his eye,his eye full of grateful....

And i feel sympathy to him again....

GAMBATEH!!!

i feel very pekcek now!!!!

i wanna to cry...
i wanna to scold people...
i wanna to....i wanna to whatever i like...

But ,i can't!!

i have to calm down...calm down

haiz...

what i can do is...just blogging!!

here is the only place i can voice out everything...

wheteher u understand or not...doesn't matter....

i understand it,then enuf!!

I'm not very happy today.
I start not to laugh or come out any voice in the class...
Maybe i feel upset to all the bad thing happen to my family and neighbour recently...

My brother have make some troublesome to my family again and again..
Why he Still can't wake up to reality?
Why he always did the bad thing and never consider the feeling of my mom and my sister?
he is very very selfish!DO all the thing just benifit himself!!
What THE FUCK?!! this kind of people make me very angry!!

Even though i very hate him,but sometime i show sympathy for him!
I dunno why?why i will feel sympathy to him?
i hope he go far far from me..But i still sympathy on him...
I hate it...this always influence my study progress..
i have to think many way to escape from him...
i don't know how to reject him when he ask my help...
i feel disturbed because of him...
You all will think i am the bad brother..
But i am not.Seriously!!
He did the wrong thing first...no no...is big trouble to all of us many time within one year..
this turn me become very aggresive...make me become unfeeling to him...
i got no hope to see him become good...HE IS HOPELESS...

My neighbour was pass away 2 day ago due to LEUKEMIA..
Feel sad when i heard that from my mom..she is a very nice person...
Why the GOD always do the thing wrong?

i not really want force myself to believe that my friend going to be fake....But,this few day i really can feel the exist of the fake around me...I dare not to mention what my friend did here..