To blue OR not to Blue

I'm lost in my future direction!!
I'm not born in the rich family!
Even,
I can do everything freely!
I got the freedom!
But,
Every step i wanna to do have some limit!
I have to make a lot of consideration!
I cannot like other guy can do whatever they like!
I wishes to participate in I WANNA BE MODEL organize by 8TV next year!
I wishes to be a airline worker! Serving all the passenger all over the world!
I wish to be parts of Singapore airline! MAS!Air Asia!
But,
My sister have put all their income to my education!
I scare to tell my sister
I scare to tell my mom
I scare to tell everyone
- I really wasting their money!
- INTI really no quality!
- INTI teach all the surface theory
- What i learned in inti just theory
- I dunno how to programming
- I dunno how to differentiate the wire in the plug
- I dunno how to repair any single radio or heater at my house!
- I dunno everything
- I just know how to score high mark
- I just know how to make other praise on me
- I always make them worry

I really scare to tell them
This is the Failure for me
Waste 100k on my education
No one will know my own ability!
I know how much i got!

To my lovely sister:

If you all have read through this, please keep it in your heart! Give me sometime! I need some time!i feel grateful to you all! I feel Thankful! Thank you my sister for always supporting me! thank for my mom for always pray for me, worry me!!but i will never let you all worry!!i will let myself go through nature wAY

Scientist always ask: "Why WHy Why!!". Engineer will always asked: " Why not?". what is the different between these two ? let me explain to you all:

All Scientist are idiot, doing all the stupid theory! No one can prove that is correct or not!!all are scientist assumption!But we all seem like agree with them. Even all their theory is being used for so many year, so many thousand of years.But i believe, there are some mistake still occurs.that particular mistake would not make big effect, but will make all the engineer in trouble!

Engineer most worst, scientist already fool, engineer still follow all the theory! But at least engineer can fool until implement and make all the special thing using the " assumption" and theory of scientist. But some of the telecommunication still unable to fully successful? Why not successful? Some engineer might asked it! That is because the particular mistake made by scientist.

But in my personal opinion,engineer is the genius in this world!Without civil engineer, there are no way to build the highest building! Without mechanical engineer, there is no way to produce the car--> then no car in the world! Without Electrical engineer, there is not electricity in this world! Without Electonic engineer, there is not Laptop, PC, handphone!

Without me, there is not this kind of lame posting at this blogspot!!!haha

Today, Hippo ,sookyi and me had went to Market road to buy our final year project component. On the way to KL, wao~~we had seen th police catch the INDONESIA guy.the police was cool. He is using the high voltage stick to conquer the Indo guy! i dunno why!

Dunno how is the feeling of INDONESIA guy when catch by police in front of so many people in KTM komuter station. if i were him, i feel 衰 lo !haiz... This just a part of my special trip..keke

While we are in the komuter, it is damn tired and sleepy..is suffering...Three of us having the short discussion, we hate to take ktm from kl sentral back to nilai.. it is so much of passenger fixed into a stupid and damn fucking slow komuter..

We came out a conclusion : we take airasia bus go to LCC terminal..haha....

having a cup of hazelnut ice blended..having a cup of mocha ice blended..having a cup of black forest ice blended...

wao~~such as a wonderful ..enjoyful trip...but it will be more comfortable if we are in other country....haha..At least no need to see two hole animal all the way!!haha

after The coffee bean, we decide having dinner at KFC, LCCT. unexpected, chicken at KFC LCCT is taste more nicer than NILAI giant...dunno why...maybe our mood is relax..enjoy..happy...

after the meal...we have going to take bus bac to inti...we met a group of CHINA man..china women..china kid..

haha

sookyi is being called as 阿姨...hahah.....

then, we pass through KLIA, stop at KLIA bus stop...whole trip took us abount an hour...from LCCT to INTI....hmm.......tired